Wat's going on AROUND ME ?
I am Having
>FEVER
>HEADACHE
>SORETHROAT
>LOSSVOICE
>COUGH
>FLU
IT'S JUST LIKE A "SICK PACKAGE"
I THINK I BETTER SEE A DOCTOR LATER >
I CANT DO WORK NOW !
PAIN IS DAMN UNBEARABLE !
UNEXPECTED >
AM I GONNA FATED TO FAIL THIS T2 ? ?? ? ?

EYES AND HEAD HURT < GOT TO STOP BLOGGING OR MY HEAD WILL JUZ EXPLODE !!!!!!

WHY is this happening to me NOW when submission is only left with 2 weeks! WHY >? What i happening to me. I am not just having a fever, cough flu but bad headaches too. Whenever i open my eyes, my head starts to aches, i need to keep resting on my bed like a sick patient. The panadols are not very helpful to me and somemore it is extra formula ones. I cannot even open my eyes now. Wahahahah! Wheheheheh! WOhohohoh!
Best of the Best, i have not done any work since Thursday, and i still have a lot of work to do, this Sickness is making me my whold body weak and i can't do any work. I need to go back to sleep now. The pain is unbearable. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OUCHHHHHHH!

Why ! Why am i down with a fever when submission is only 2 weeks away. WHAT CAN I DO ? I am tired and weak now. I can't do any work because i could not concentrate at ALL ! This weekend will be wasted to cure my sickness. I hope i can get well by MONDAY !!!!!! If not, I will be waiting for MIRACLE ! Whahahaha !

Today went to YIXIAN'S CHALET located at ARENDA AT DOWNTOWN EAST. Met BEe and went there together, and the fun thing is that i asked BEE to walk to the Country Club instead of taking a bus because it is only 2 bus stos away form the train station but i forgotten the route. In the end was bee that walk me there, OH ! I HAVE SHORT-TERM MEMORY ALREADY. IT WAS A COUNTRY CLUB. Should be expensive to book there. Was really having fun and enjoying there. Although i had a slight fever, i still make myself there, coz i dun feel like disappointing YIXIAN since i have promised to be there and i supposed this is the last gathering before graduation.Was there, feel a bit giddy at first, nap there, aircon was cold, and group there was playing games. Word games, Card Games, Mahjong etc. Late evening, went down for BBQ. I have to say that i was only there to eat, i did not help to COOK ! Oh , hhaha, i feel like i am a sick patient and everyone bringing food to the table. Then we started to chit chat. WOW ! we laughed like mad for the whole night i suppose. I was HORNY. Yixian is right, I was Horny. but its ok, as long as we are happy and enjoying there, i don't mind. I think i did a worng move that is to show the "HORNY" face. Haha! Lucky i was not shot by the camera, it was like i am enjoying SEX? Wahahahaha. EAT EAT EAT - DRINK DRINK DRINK > but i did not eat a lot coz not feeling well, i need to get WELL soon, if not i will have not enough time to finish my project.

Today is another wasted DAY with no work done. Was sketching out ideas when BEE came at about 12pm. We went for lunch at FC1 eating western food, then JIREH came halfway to join in LAH ! Was chatting while i finish my food. After that we went off. Bee decided to avoid ALEXIS from looking @ her work by going to work in the library. I decided to ask Peilan to tag along because i want to BOOK A MEETING ROOM, then we can do work there quietly. Went to book a room at 2.30pm. Ok, we surf net and in the end never manage to do any work , WAHAHAHA, so we do other stuffs instead. I'm not going to elaborate further, but it is not related to any schoolwork. Ok there was a special lecture by the lighting designer. It was quite boring, more like promotion instead of a LECTURE. Then after the lecture, home !

Today skipped afternoon's Class. Walked pass FC2. Saw 01 ppl with Alexis. They are having lunch. Bee decided to sit down for a while and Alexis asked why we go back again. "TO DO WORK" i said. Alexis : "SURE". REALLY?

PEEPS, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR T2A SO FAR ? Sketches CAD Plans CAD Sections CAD Details Perspective Illustration Colour Panels TOD Text Model Making

OK. I'll start work today !

My Target ( I WILL MEET THEM )

WEEK 1
MON-THU : FINALISE T2A (EVERYTHING)
FRI-SUN : SPACE PLAN FOR T2B

WEEK 2
MON-WED : PUTTING IN IT AUTOCAD
THU-SAT : SECTIONS TO BE UP
SUN : TOD

WEEK 3
MON-THU : 3D VIZ AND PANELS
FRI-SUN : MODEL


I NEED MY MOTiVATION BACK.AND I THINK ITS COMING BACK. HAHA. THANKS TO THE DEADLINE COMING IN 3 WEEKS TIME.

Spent the WHOLE MORNING creating my blog. Found a poster of "ArmY SoUTHpArK", decided to create my own skin. Found that this looks better, Will Keep it permanently for 1-2 Years.

Today went to Sim Lim Square searching for Laptops. WoW. There is a new shop which sells Laptops . Oh NO! more and more laptops stores are opening there. Last time only so few that i find it difficult to locate. Wonder how they do their business there. Searched for HP and found out that PeiShan's model is selling for $1500 only. Unbelievable, and compaq new model at only $1399. LOL. Opening Sale. Save a lot. But no money to buy it. Waiting for my Scholarship cheque now. Then i will consider buying it, but who knows by the time i got the cheque, the Laptops are sold out.

After that came home. Switched on the computer. Found out that Display Card having error. Cannot start Windows ! NO DISPLAY ! Took a cab down urgently to get it done quickly. When i reached there. Saw them slacking, Surfing Net Looking at stuffs. HahA. Makes me feel "SLACKY" again.They Reinstalled the hardware and Problem Solved. Fast Worker. took only 20 Minutes. No wonder they can slack.
Think i will not do any work today again. Its late and i am tired. See how tomorrow. Maybe i will get some work done. Friends Out There. Please Don'e Be Like Me. You Will Regret !!!!!

Finally i started to train myself for PFT(NAPFA).

TASKS COMPLETED (but not what i wanted)
> 2.4KM RUN (in 12.4MINS )
> 40 SIT UPS(GONNA GET CRAMPS I THINK!)
> 25 PUSH UPS(OK ! ENOUGH)
> 2 CHIN UP (CANNOT DO THE 3RD ONE! HAVE TRIED MY BEST!have to train)
> EXERCISE AT THE FITNESS STATION

----->HOPE I DUN GET ACHES ALL OVER MY BODY!!!!

MY TARGET (DAILY)
> 2.4KM RUN (11 MINS)
> 50 SIT UPS
> 30 PUSH UPS
> 3 CHIN UP

WHAT I AM MOST AFRAID OF :
> LONG JUMP ( i think i still did not meet the target )

BACK TO PROJECT ISSUES :
its already more than 2 weeks from school reopen and i have not touched on anything yet.
> SEARCHING FOR A SPOT TO BURY MYSELF.
> NEED TO DO SOME SOUL-SEARCHING
> HAVE TO SEARCH BACK MY "CHIONGING CM.(the one in YEAR 2)"
> KILL MY "PLAYFUL SELF (the one in YEAR 3)"
> AND CHIONG ALL THE WAY FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR.
BE A "NO LIFE" KID

Testing..... DO NOT COMMENT!

PIN UP ON THURSDAY ON ALL T2 WORKS. For more info. read the scroll text on top.

Choose your favourite lecturer. Votes are Private And Confidential. No personal details will be Recorded. Luit Lehning Shen Elaine Faris Sabrina Jonathan Alexis

TODAY IN HISTORY
Jul 13 1793
French revolutionary writer Jean-Paul Marat is stabbed to death in his bathtub by Charlotte Corday, as she gives him a list of names to be guillotined. The assassination inspired the famous painting by Jacques Louis David; Corday was executed four days after slaying Marat.

Jul 13 1917

The first appearance of the Blessed Virgin Mary to three young shepherd children in Fatima, Portugal. A later apparition that year was witnessed by 70,000 people in some manner of mass hallucination. The B.V.M. entrusted the children with three prophecies of the coming apocalypse, the third of which the Vatican retains in a locked wooden box, refusing to reveal it until after 1960. (They don't get around to it until 2000.)

Jul 13 1946

Cheech Marin's birthday. He's actually (gasp) Iranian, and his name is Richard.

Jul 13 1985

President Ronald Reagan has a polyp removed from his colon.

Jul 13 1994

Tonya Harding's ex-husband, Jeff Gillooly, is sentenced in Portland, Oregon, to two years in prison for his role in the attack on Nancy Kerrigan. He serves six months.

Everybody has it, and everybody talks about it, but nobody really knows what stress is. WHY? It is because stress means different thing for each of us, and is also different for each of us.
This pamphlet aims to provide you with information on stress and how you can battle stress effectively in your daily life.

Manage your stress and become more productive rather than self-destructive.

WHAT IS STRESS?
Stress is a part of modern living. It is unavoidable. To your body, stress is equivalent to CHANGE. Anything that causes a change in your life causes stress. Change can be real or imagined (or what we typically call "worrying"). Both these types of change can be equally stressful.

Stress serves a purpose when it provides us with the motivation to scale new challenges or overcome difficulties. Stress only becomes harmful when it is not proportionate to the severity of the situation, and when it interferes with the physical, work and social aspects of our daily lives.

WHAT ARE THE SOURCES OF STRESS?


External Sources:

Personal issues
Work problems
Relationship difficulties
Pressures of studies
Health problems
Financial crisis
Unemployment
Losses e.g. bereavement
Unexpected news
Daily hassles
Internal Sources:

Thinking styles
- Negativity: "I'm useless, a loser, a failure."
- Suspicion: "Why are they so nice to me?"
Social Skills
Shy, unassertive
Aggressive, bossy
Personality type
- Type A: Hostile, impatient, multi-task all the time, always on the go,
competitive, overly responsible
- Type B: Laid back, introspective, calm, easy-going,
- Type C: Calm on the outside; agitated inside,
often suppress and don't express feelings.
WHAT ARE THE COMMON SIGN OF STRESS?

Physical:
- Aches & pains
- Headaches
- Fatigue/Lethargy
- Palpitation
- Stomach upsets
- Dizziness
- Sexual Dysfunction


Emotional:
- Anxious/Worry
- Tensed
- Irritable/Jumpy
- Depressed/Moody
- Feeling overwhelmed
- Restless


Cognitive:
- Forgetfulness
- Poor concentration
- Mental block
- Difficulty in organizing & making decisions


Behavioural:
- Sleep problems
- Crying
- Poor appetite
- Falling ill- cold, coughs
- Withdrawal
- Smoking/Drinking excessively
WHO IS SUSCEPTIBLE TO STRESS?

Anybody who experiences changes in his or her life i.e., practically everybody. Some groups of people are more susceptible to stress than others. For example, healthcare professionals, pilots, fire fighters, customer service officers, stockbrokers, teachers, students etc....

WHEN DOES STRESS OCCUR?

Stress can occur anytime. There are certain periods when we are more susceptible to stress, for example during exam periods, festive seasons, when someone in the family is ill, and during crisis and emergencies.

HOW DO WE COPE WITH STRESS?

As stress is an inevitable part of our lives, it is necessary to arm ourselves with the necessary skills to counter stress. Let's look at the 8 steps to "de-stress::-

Know Oneself
Self-awareness, recognition and acceptance of ourselves are important for stress management. We need to know what are the things that can make us tick and react to stress.
Renew (Re-Programme) Your Mind
Being able to recognize and change our negative thinking styles would alter our feelings and eventually actions, towards external and internal sources of stress.
Seek Balance and Flexibility
Stress can come about as a result of a sense of loss and insecurity. To balance, be more flexible in matching your response to the context and situation.
Have Goals, Dreams & Passion
Goals provide us with a sense of direction and perspective. With a clear focus and passion, we feel a greater sense of control and purpose in life.
Get Supporters
We are social beings and we function with others. We do best when we are surrounded by supportive family or friends. They provide us with the assurance and validation that we need in the midst of a stressful situation.
Get a Higher Frame of Reference
We can also receive assurance and hope from our spiritual beliefs. Many studies have confirmed the benefits of having strong faith as a powerful stress-buffer, enhancing our ability to cope with life's more serious stresses.
Look After Your Body
A healthy body is a natural defense against stress. Eating and sleeping well ensures better health and a sense of well-being. Regular exercise helps to build physical and mental strength against stress.
Use Stress-Coping Strategies
It is important to have good and effective outlets and coping strategies. Poor coping strategies will worsen stress. Some examples of effective coping strategies are:
• Engage in activities you enjoy
• Practice relaxation techniques
• Talk to someone you trust
• Engage in physical exercises
• Prioritize tasks accordingly
• Love oneself
• Seek professional help

In a nutshell, the 3A's of Effective Stress Management are :
• Awareness - look out for the signs of stress
• Analyse - determine the source of your stress
• Apply - use strategies to help you cope better with stress

Remember: Work on a plan; then the plan will work for you!

It’s been said that the only thing constant in life is change. People change, circumstances change, things change. Change can be small, big, subtle or sudden. Sometimes it’s a breeze, other times it’s a painful process. Change may be a choice we make, or it may be imposed on us. A new job, getting married, starting a family, moving house – these are examples of life changes we may experience. Some people view change as a positive challenge, others fret and agonize over the consequences of new situations. Few of us deal with change without feeling unruffled, so here are some tips to help deal with it more effectively.
Don’t rush it
Change involves a transition from one set of circumstances to another. Give yourself time to adjust and settle down.

Expect a reaction
Emotions will be stirred up. Let yourself laugh, cry or feel moody about it. Change often involves a degree of loss, so it’s OK to grieve a little and feel nostalgic.

Don’t take it personally
Change happens. That’s life. It’s got nothing to do with you. Don’t obsess over who’s to blame or why it happened.

Go with the flow
Don’t resist or be too rigid. Be flexible, ride out the storm, and see how things turn out.

Don’t go it alone
Talk to your family and close friends. Share your problems with people you trust. Others may offer a different angle to the situation.

Don’t focus on the negative
If you keep looking at the bad side of things, you might miss the good. The glass is also half full, remember?

Break it up
A large problem will seem less insurmountable when divided into little ones. Work on them one at a time, and give yourself a pat on the back each time you overcome one.

Learn from it
With new experiences, we grow wiser and stronger. Wisdom helps us make better decisions in future.

Balance your life
It’s important to have a personal life to fall back on to help you through tough times. Take time to be with your friends and family.

Know that it will end
No matter how big or difficult, change comes to an end when the new circumstances are in place and become familiar. Normality will return. Keep this in mind.

Today In History (JULY 12)

Jul 12 1843
Mormon numero uno Joseph Smith discloses a divine revelation instructing his followers to take multiple wives, in what the LDS Church calls "plural marriage" but everyone else calls polygamy. The Mormons are ultimately forced to disclaim the practice in September 1890.

Jul 12 1979

Bonanno boss Carmine Galante, the "cigar problem", is whacked at Joe and Mary's Restaurant in Brooklyn. Galante dies with a cigar still in his mouth. Almost everyone in the New York mob feared the ruthless crime boss, so the killing was sanctioned by the consensus of Paul Castellano, Joe Bonanno, and Santo Trafficante.

Jul 12 1979

It is "Disco Demolition Night" at Chicago's Comiskey Park, where baseball tickets cost only $.98 if the purchaser brings along a disco record for the bonfire. During the second game of the doubleheader, thousands of vinyl LPs fly onto the field, generating enough chaos that the White Sox are forced to forfeit.

Jul 12 1996

Combative TV talk show host Morton Downey Jr., a former board member of the National Smokers Alliance who unfailingly smoked on the air, undergoes lung cancer surgery at Cedars-Sinai in Los Angeles. Shortly thereafter, Downey begins a nationwide anti-smoking crusade.

Jul 12 1997

Having secured his homemade bungee cord to the Lake Accotink Park train trestle in Springfield, Virginia, fast-food worker Eric A. Barcia leaps into the 70 foot drop. A couple of seconds later, he hits the pavement full-force and dies on the spot. During assembly, Barcia had carefully measured the equipment and made certain it was somewhat shorter than 70 feet, yet he neglected to consider the elasticity of his creation.

Today In History (JULY 11)

Jul 11 1804
Former Treasury Secretary Alexander Hamilton and sitting Vice President Aaron Burr duel in Weehawken, New Jersey after Hamilton allegedly slandered Burr during a political dinner in New York. Hamilton is shot in the liver and dies the next day. Meanwhile, Burr lives on to finish his term in office and is eventually tried for treason after attempting to raise an army and seize land for himself, either in Mexico or the Louisiana Territory.

Jul 11 1812

The United States invades Canada, in what is actually America's involvement in the Napoleonic world war. (Yes, there were two World Wars before WWI.)

Jul 11 1945

For the first time, Napalm powder is mixed with gasoline and sprayed on live human beings. This feat is achieved by U.S. Army forces against the Japanese on Luzon in the Philippines.

In grand Internet tradition, we now give you the recipe to produce this horrible substance: Take styrofoam, add benzene and gasoline; ignite; pour on [insert ethnic slur here].

Jul 11 1979

The derelict space station Skylab finally returns to Earth, ignominiously breaking into 500 separate fragments which are swallowed by the Indian Ocean. That is, except for the ones which crash into Woorlba Sheep Station, near Balladonia in Western Australia. Shortly thereafter, President Jimmy Carter telephones the prime minister of that country to apologize for scattering NASA litter on his nation.

Jul 11 1994

In the garage of her home in Universal City, California, Shannon Michelle Wilsey commits suicide with a .40 caliber Beretta. Wilsey -- better known as porn superstar Savannah -- had made lots of enemies during her career. Her obituary in Screw magazine runs beneath the headline DING DONG THE BITCH IS DEAD.

Jul 11 1997

Bodybuilder and wannabe actor Jonathan Norman is arrested for trespassing on Steven Spielberg's estate in Malibu, California. Believing that the film director "wanted to be raped," Norman had brought along a kit containing handcuffs, duct tape, nipple clamps, chloroform, and a stun gun.

Post copied directly from my mate's blog. Lazy to type.

happy birthday to nam gee!!!!

yeah so tahts wat we have been doing yesterday in louisapals house...
attempting to bake a cake for NAM NGEE!!!!

ok we went to cold storage to get necessary ingredients to bake a decent cake.

so we had to choose from a top deck cake,white angel cake,choc moist cake in milk choc,fudge or devil's food and lastly brownies

so alas we chose a choc fudge cake by hersheys and bought 2 blocks of van houten bakign chocolate.

chun meng chose it and he was so excited about baking!!!bought 2 oreos at a good offer of 2 bucks..normally one oreo pack is 1.70.so do u see the great sale?

yeah so we reached home la which was far away from rail mall...actually on the way back to louisa's home chunmneg kept asking "so are we reaching?" again and again and "i can't see any buildings lor"
which is true louisa stays in dairy farm road and her estate is surrounded by lots of greens i mean bukit timah nature reserves is around there too

so finally as we were reaching louisa just pointed to some greens and said "there is where i stay."

hahahaha u should have seen chun mng's face.was to die for
hahaha
for him anything and everything about louisa is unnatural and uncommon.
her living in a condo.her eating at high class places.her bf jimmy having family business in an organic farm.pffttt

u just cant imagin the things chun meng does and say.....hilarious!!!!
anyway yeah so we baked the cake it was easy just dump everything inside.it was an instant mix so yeah all we needed was eggs and veg oil.

louisa gasp" pals,u din remind to buy butter!!!!"
bee "oops.sorry i tot it was that kind add water only mix.hahahha"
shit we eventually used veg oil which sucks la.
cos after we tasted the batter,it had a very chinese sesame tangy taste to the mixture.probably that was the reason y the cake din work out.

oops did i blurted it already.yeah the cake din work out.
hahahahaha
it was very moist and wet..nice but too much.too filling.u noe the kind that leaves with u a "i wanna puke" feeling.

oh crap...just thinking about and it make me wanna puke
but its ok its the thought that counts.

anyway the onlythings that chunmeng contributed to do was break 1 egg and crush oreos.
hahahaha.
but it ok.he is sweet.

but super cute..when i ask him to crush the oreos eh, he actually took out 1 oreo 1 by one and crush them maybe it will take 5 mins per oreo so if u calculate itll be christmas la to finally bake the cake!!

TODAY IN HISTORY
"we live in a slightly mad world "


Jul 10 1856

Inventor and electromechanical genius Nikola Tesla is born to Serbian parents in what is now Croatia.

Jul 10 1923

Hailstones as heavy as two pounds kill 23 people in Rostov, Russia.

Jul 10 1972

A herd of angry, startled elephants emerges from India's Chandka Forest, and tramples five villages, killing 24 inhabitants.

Jul 10 1984

British customs officials in London open a large wooden crate marked "diplomatic baggage" because of its extremely odd odor. Inside they discover Alhaji Umaru Dikko, Nigeria's former Minister of Transport and Aviation. He had been abducted, drugged, and bound for Nigeria to face trial for embezzlement.

Jul 10 1985

Greenpeace ship Rainbow Warrior is blown up by in Auckland Harbor, killing a photographer. After the New Zealand government determines that French secret agents were responsible, the French Defense Minister resigns and the agents are jailed.

Jul 10 1992

Panamanian dictator Manuel Noriega sentenced to 40 years in prison for eight counts of drug trafficking, money laundering, and racketeering.

Reporter :
BEE&ME
People Involved :
ME
BEE
LOUISA

EVENT : CAKE BACKING SESSION

BRIEF: LOUSIA AND BEE BUSY MMAKING CAKE WHILE ME SITS AT ONE CORNER FINDING SOMETHING TO DO. IS JEALOUS ABOUT SOMETHING THAT IS NOT RELATED TO ME>
WENT TO LOUSIA HOUSE TO BAKE THE CAKE

INGREDIENTS: SKIP AFTERNOON CLASS AND TOOK A BUS DOWN TO LOUSIA PLACE> FOUND OUT THAT HER HOUSE ID VERY ANTIQUE FEEL> TOILET UPGRADED>(STOP)
WENT TO COLD STORAGE BUY INGREDIENTS> TALK RUBBISH ON THE WAY>


EVENT:my pals louisa le corbusier kahn.this pic was taken by me a long time ago.artisticly gorgeous rite?

hi hi hi !!!

i am here at louisa pals house at dairy farm road and guess wat chun meng was here as well!!!
and he claims to be jealous of louisa's mom cause we saw her sitting in the patio putting her leg on top of their table reading a pile of newspapers non-stop.She is like super free la.


ccm: louisa you say your mother is full time housewife but don't look like it
leh. she so free like do nothing, only tell the maid what to do, more like
tai tai.

louisa: yea la that's housewife.

ccm: aiyerr like that so good i also want, i'm very jealous la. like do
nothing like that and just sit there and enjoy life.





i think ccm is just too stressed up wth work he wants to be like louisa's mom.just returned from bali spa resort and heading to some New Zealand to see pastures. and she actually returned from Melbourne like recently please!!!!looks like retirement is setting in.

jesus, is her dad like printing money or wat?

anway we were just doing something in louisa's crib. and chun meng was of SO MUCH help..then he had to leave early for some gems presentation rehearsal!!! can u believe it? would anybody rehearse for presentation?ok la maybe ccm has to.cause his communication skills are tip top.

and then on his way back to school he kept calling louisa pals to check out on us and he actually doubted our capabilities and like halo!!!! arent we the women here?

LATEST ANNOUNCENT : HEARD THAT THE CAKE WAS A DISASTER> WHAT THE ****> STILL SAY NO PROBLEM>

OBSERVATIONS : LOUISA AND BEE DO NOT LIKE BOYS TO BE INVOLVED IN THE KITCHEN

was doing my GEMS Project.... Spend the whole of SAturdy and Sunday to complete them>>> in the end, did not manage to touch on t2A {{{SUCKZ}}}. What to DO since i want to get an A for gems, so my research have to be sufficient. Not an easy task to come out with ideas / scenarios for the gems. Most difficult is the layout of the powerpoint slides. I want to train myself to be professional in the layout. Keep Changing and changing and changing. Not much time left. NExt week is my presentation, and i have not rehearsed yet.

Bee almost SCOLDED by me on MSN tat day if she continues the conversation. I received an MSN msg.

"Hi Darling,why are u PISSED OFF> i forget her MSN e-mail so i thought it is my the other friends making fun.... [Pls. I DON"T NEED ANYONE TO LOVE ME YET, thanx]

And she still did not show herself and continued the "LOVE DRAMA"
*I IGNORED-------****

model making still in progress.

I am LATE for class. Reached at 11am. Lehning saw my model . Ask me to improve on the interior design. :)

Looking forward to my T2A project >>>>>

4 MORE YEARS OF HURT .......

>>>>>>>To all the England fans out there..."Cheer Up"<<<<<<<

MOdeL maKing iN PrOGReSS>>> but the pace is too slow. juz no mood to do ANYTHING.

today have usual GEMS lesson......
Today's lesson is so lame....
I was thought how to make a person destress and i have to learn them...

Stretch My hands..
Turn my neck
Juz like exercise.... how can it make a person destress

More rediculous stuff is comin.... we have to even pull our own hair as hard as we can.... and the lecturer said doin this can destress as "IT CAUSES HEADACHE" what THEORY is that... WEIRDWEIRD>

After that , we were doin breathing exercise... we were to hold our breath and think of something happy.....

Lastly,,,, we have to close our eyes and imagine we are in East Coast beach watching scenery to destress....

You may also like to try that whenever you are stress.... This is the weirdest gem lesson i have took ever....


Went back to studio to have usual lecture..... HAve brought nothing to school to work... so Zhow at 1.00pm to go home do model.....

Giving up on T2A? COMPLETELY GIVE UP GOIN TO GIVE UP CONSIDERING WHETHER TO GIVE UP MOSTLY NOT WILL NEVER GIVE UP

heyhey, seems like no one still has the complete mood to start work still....... slowpace...slowpace... my working attitude ahs gone from bad to worst... thanks to my body reaction...

Toking to myself yesterday (you might think that i'm crazy, but its true) :
(what i told myself yesterday).........

CM:Hello, my body

BODY:Hi, CM

CM: What's the matter with you recently. You juz dun start work. only think of meeting
friends and goin out. You want me to fail this year isit?

Body: It's all ur fault. WHo ask you to give me so little life in year2. I want to enjoy now.
No life will die....

CM: ?????

BODY: HAHAHA... so how. isit fun to get back ur "life"

CM: BUt too much already. u have enjoyed fully for 5 weeks u know

BODY: how to compare 5 weeks to a year ... u make me work like hell in year 2. nv give a break

CM: I want to do well what...

BODY: so u make use of me SO MUCH. I want to enjoy this year

CM: EMOTIONAL IMBALANCE for a little while. Sat on chair and stare in computer

BODY: I'm still in my enjoyment mood. No mood to tok about work

CM: Ok, so when will you give me back my mood to work

BODY: NEVER

CM: PLeasepleaseplease.... I don't want to retain for another year. I no $$$.

BODY: Ok lah. juz enjoy this week. NExt week i will suffer with you , OK.

CM: Ok, i will call my friends out later. HaHaHA... happy

BODY: K

Conversation ended. CM will work hard next week....................